04 November 2008
"It is time to come together and change this country..."
This really describes my condition: I finally understand the condition that Germans describe as "having stress". The inability to do any more than I have already done is forcing my body into a "fear or flight" over- adrenalined condition which is wreaking havoc on my equilibrium.
I sort of belief that it is possible that we will turn a new leaf and then I fear that by believing that I am setting myself up for a huge disappointment and it is driving me crazy.